Wednesday, September 28, 2011

will I ever find you?

"I'm so confused... And I don't know what's going on between us. I just don't know whether I mean anything to you or not? Do you know...you are such an asshole? At first, I wouldn't have thought of even liking you. You are definitely not my eye candy..but I just don't know why do i eventually like you...i was that type of person who would ask my friends to move on and just screw that guy if he isn't worth it..and also..it's not even worth to cry for a guy..and now... I can't believe.. this is happening to me..."

"You do mean something to me."

"I'm sorry....i'm really sorry.... I really am....."

"It's alright....don't cry....please don't cry...tomorrow you might see a pimple on your cheek...my hands are not exactly clean...and maybe on your nose too..."

you....
Stop shutting me out.
Just let me into your world.
And everything's gonna be alright.
This I promise you. This... i promise you.

I think... I've fallen for you, the biggest asshole
and
a romeo heartbreaker.
25th September 2011

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Renewing my oath.

The Hippocratic Oath
(Modern Version)

I SWEAR in the presence of the Almighty and before my family, my teachers and my peers that according to my ability and judgment I will keep this Oath and Stipulation.

TO RECKON all who have taught me this art equally dear to me as my parents and in the same spirit and dedication to impart a knowledge of the art of medicine to others. I will continue with diligence to keep abreast of advances in medicine. I will treat without exception all who seek my ministrations, so long as the treatment of others is not compromised thereby, and I will seek the counsel of particularly skilled physicians where indicated for the benefit of my patient.

I WILL FOLLOW that method of treatment which according to my ability and judgment, I consider for the benefit of my patient and abstain from whatever is harmful or mischievous. I will neither prescribe nor administer a lethal dose of medicine to any patient even if asked nor counsel any such thing nor perform the utmost respect for every human life from fertilization to natural death and reject abortion that deliberately takes a unique human life.

WITH PURITY, HOLINESS AND BENEFICENCE I will pass my life and practice my art. Except for the prudent correction of an imminent danger, I will neither treat any patient nor carry out any research on any human being without the valid informed consent of the subject or the appropriate legal protector thereof, understanding that research must have as its purpose the furtherance of the health of that individual. Into whatever patient setting I enter, I will go for the benefit of the sick and will abstain from every voluntary act of mischief or corruption and further from the seduction of any patient.

WHATEVER IN CONNECTION with my professional practice or not in connection with it I may see or hear in the lives of my patients which ought not be spoken abroad, I will not divulge, reckoning that all such should be kept secret.

WHILE I CONTINUE to keep this Oath unviolated may it be granted to me to enjoy life and the practice of the art and science of medicine with the blessing of the Almighty and respected by my peers and society, but should I trespass and violate this Oath, may the reverse by my lot.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

spark

trying to find that spark that can ignite me once again.
And make me feel like i'm living.

Where are you?

...

I may laugh, I may smile, I may seem to joke around...
Lying down deep within,
undeniably,
I miss you.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

like a kite.

I wonder how does it feel like a kite?
Being pulled back each time when you try to fly higher.
But once you fall, you'll be flew up again.
The excitement goes up each time you fly higher... you're soaring, you're flying..and the kite flyer's happy.
in the midst of adrenaline, when you're so high up..you're being pulled back again.

And when the wind died, you fall.

Each time i fall, i get more holes.
And In the end, i don't think i can fly anymore.

Not with you.