trying to figure you out.

I've been trying to write something...
Trying to figure you out...
Trying to decipher your thoughts...
Trying to understand what are your feelings...

And the disappointment gushes through me...
each time i hope, i seem to be left with despair...

and what hurts more...

I can't read you...and i don't seem to understand you...

and now...my heart hurts.

Best in me

A boy band once sang...
"Cause you bring out the best in me,
Like no one else can do,
That's why I'm by your side,
That's why I love you"

But whenever I'm around you, why do i feel otherwise and yet the feeling is there?