I was never this sick before, not that I remember. It was always either a serious cold or cough, which will eventually heal within 3 days? What's wrong with my body? It ain't responding well to many things!
I don't think I've been eating well or anything. I was NEVER sick in KK. Since form 4, I've never had a problem with fever. Even if I was under the rain, I would quickly recover from it.
On Saturday night, I was already feeling weightless. And the next day, I was feeling kinda sick. I can't seem to roll my eyes and I'm feeling sluggish the whole day. Took my temperature, it was 37 degrees. Still ok, i guess?
So... went to church at 5.00, never felt so bad. I was feeling restless. Went to uncle's house, popped in 2 panadols...then started sweating like crazy. And I thought I was OK.
On Monday, I went to school. The weather was so hot! But I thought it was nothing. Studied till about 6.00. Went home, had dinner...and the next thing i know..I had those little bumps on my stomach! RASHES?? Seriously, no idea what was it. So I just ignored it and then...was feeling TERRIBLE...
Measured my temperature..37.5 degrees. No big deal i guess.. So i slept...woke up 2 am...was feeling soooo bad...soooooooooooo bad....
Took my temperature...OMG.. 39.1?
Woke my sister up...but she was like...take panadol larrr.... TAKE PANADOL AGAIN? What if I die of overdose?! Seriously, I HATE PANADOLS!
So i took it, went to bed...tearing...my face was swollen by the heat. It was so RED! Then, I fall asleep. And woke up 3 times, to find that I need to change clothes everytime i wake up. I was sweating like crazy again. 3 TIMES...My shirt was seriously soaked..Like u just ran 1km.
And now..after the fevers gone...I;m having rashes all over my body.
Apart from that, I was told that I had low red blood cell count. The normal range is 11.5-16.5..and mine's 9.7??
Omg..I seriously don't know what's going on with me. I really don't know how to stay strong at times like this. I really don't know whether I can sit for my AS or not.
I've screwed thinking skills cause I had high fever the night before..and then my paper was on 9AM.
Why?
I really hope in the midst of all this, by God's grace, I can score A.
Lord, seriously, what's happening? I'm trying to stay strong but I just feel so weak. My mother's sick, my sister's away. I really don't know who I can rely on. I'm all alone in this house.
Lord, please watch after me.
I'm lost.
I'm scared.
What if all those pills have a side effect on me?
I don't wanna die now. =\
