trying to figure you out.

I've been trying to write something...
Trying to figure you out...
Trying to decipher your thoughts...
Trying to understand what are your feelings...

And the disappointment gushes through me...
each time i hope, i seem to be left with despair...

and what hurts more...

I can't read you...and i don't seem to understand you...

and now...my heart hurts.