I'm driven :)

Hey guys!

How have you all been? I'm still alive after working at starbucks for about.. 2 months? And guess what! Surprisingly the sewage tank (grease trap) wasnt that bad after all! Instead of scooping the water out, i used the "siphon" method to actually get the water out of the tank. So it was obviously much faster and much more "neat" as compare to scooping the water out.

Anyway, i seem to develop some rash after working in starbucks because i had to be in contact with detergents - dishwashing, sanitizer, all the time. :(

So i have been aimlessly being occupied with something for the past 5 months since my a-levels and I've come to a conclusion of what I want to be in future. :) Many times, I have asked my friends' opinions about what should I do, what do I look like to them? Some of my friends were pretty straightforward, some were just plain nice. :)

But I guess, after being encouraged by my sister, and also been doing some... soul searching and asking around, I guess I have finally decided to be a doctor. Even as I am typing the word doctor now, I kinda feel scared because I don't wanna face the fact that I am going to be posted to a dungy hospital, every morning breathe in the antiseptic smell...

And also, becoming a doctor isnt just about being glamourous. It's about being responsible for treating mankind's wellbeing. :) And thinking about that makes me feel burden because I dont wanna be accountable for something...soo... fragile. :( I guess God has His awesome plans, no matter how much i would wanna avoid it, I'm sure He would stir me back into His plans.

However, of course, God won't help those who doesnt even help themselves. I don't expect to receive an acceptance letter without applying into a university. So I have just applied into IMU, hoping that they have received my application. Chances of me getting into IMU is slim because they are currently looking at results of ABB and above. And i got BBB. So sad ay? That's why lar! Now regret got use meh? At first don't study hard...lol.

If i were given another chance to study medicine, I would grasp this chance and won't let go. And this time, I am going to make sure I have the right approach. The problem with me is that...i just can't seem to focus. I tend to forget things easily and wonder off when people start talking too much. I guess i need to have a new study method. Lol. And i know i am not those studious person who could stay up till 5am and expect to remember everything.

Anyway, do pray I would get accepted into IMU guys! And also if I do..i need to start revising for my IELTS!

xoxo

It's 1.05 am.

I feel like eating
- salted egg, pork, beans sticky rice
- bibimbap
- korean pork stew
- a fine glass of whiskey
- Cocktail.
- and beer!

so stressed out!

My first day as Barista.

Well yeah, as mentioned in the title. I am hired as a Barista/Cleaner/dishwasher... My shift was from 5.30pm till closing which is roughly about 11.30pm. The day kinda passed by slowly but i managed to make some frappes today and was a pretty fast learner. :)

I've started meddling with the coffee machine...and i dont find it as something very new to me since i have one small coffee machine at home. I find being a barista is fun. But having to do other things such as washing mugs, dishes, mopping floors, clearing sewage tank..wasn't fun at all. I hate washing mugs because the detergent is too strong that it starts giving me rashes around my fingers. =\

But mopping was alright..If only they had good music to follow the beat. I remembered i was really happy mopping the floor back at zanmai since they always put on Mika's songs..or Michael Jackson's - Beat it!..and not in starbucks...all i hear was...ntg much..only when u're outside..sitting then u can hear the music..if u're at the bar..no music. =\

And... after work in Zanmai i dont need to worry about transportation back because Carmen, my ever lovely Person In Charge would always always make sure i have someone to send me back. And it's either Eliza..or herself. And for that, i'm very touched... :) Starbucks none lor...(At the moment)..Gotta talk to Emie, the store manager....since she kinda said transportation could be provided since i stay so near. yeah.. today parking is RM9 btw...=\

Yup..i kinda made, frappes and drinks today..The only beverage i wasnt so sure was hot drinks..cz i guess u need a certain skill to steam milk and also prepare a nice beverage.. But other than that..life is pretty okie.. not as flexi as pasta.

Break time for
starbucks : 8 hrs, 50 mins break
pasta zanmai : 8 hrs, 2 hrs break

Happiness level on first day:
Starbucks: 2.5/5
Pasta Zanmai: 4.8/5

bah.. too spoilt ody lar me... tomorrow's gonna be a better day!

I gotta juggle between house chores, IELTS, interview, church, going to and fro to Mont Kiara (25-30mins drive from my house) to help my sister wit something....

in times like this... i really need God.

Happy New Year

Updates!

- He no longer disturbs me, so guys, be rest assured! Hahah~
- My new year resolution is the same as last year's but improvised. LOL!!!!
- I am planning to climb mount K this June with my carolling members. Wanna join?
- Leaving KL to KK later!
- Having PCD now.. (Post Carolling Disease)
- Results coming out soon! Do pray for me!!

Love u guys!

A DEDICATION TO A WONDERFUL FRIEND

Hi...
[before u read.. this is considered as explicit content and has words which are not suitable for aged 13 and below. I suggest you to leave or don't tell your parents. Thank you :)]

I've just noticed a fucker grew out from the moulds in the drains.. What is he doing here? Well, i think moulds are much better. Although they are inhabiting other people's space, at least there appear to be more useful and more unique than this slob.

Just in case ur wondering, we are actually going for a "class" trip together to LANGKAWI. A land of cheap booze and choczies.But due to some unforeseen circumstances, the girls and myself..cant make it.

Anyway....why am i so pissed u asked? Stay tune.. for this interesting conversation..

S : My dad has x received any call... Btw, i'm sick of dealing all this. Will pay 4 ticket. N 4 de deposit for ur cancelation, plz give RM75. Brian has settled his.

Me: If u want my mom to call ur dad. Ya sure. No prob.. Why RM 75?? Can pls give us a detailed calculation. Thanks.

(see..i’m not starting the fight..i said.. can PLS?..that’s polite rite? And i said
thanks!..omg.. keep reading! ;) )

S : 180 for the condo deposit for 1 unit n 120 for the car. Total 300 divide 4 girls = RM75 each. Hav discussed with el on this. N stop asking me for detailed calc. Everytime u'll change things, den ask me for detailed calc. I'm very free izzit??? Settle n close the topic asap...

(wtf? who so free...total jerk!)

Me: U didn't tell me wat I'm goin to pay how do i know. Pls check ur own attitude. U just told me RM 75 but not everything. I wasn't rude to u o anything dave. So why r u so irritated n agitated when i asked you to clarify. Like d air ticks i bought. I asked u guys properly with final calculation n etc.

S : I'm not being rude or etc but tired of all the calc... Plz dun mind me saying but u're causing all the mess... Starting with the time u'll wanted to change timing n etc... Nways, Put an end to this. Lets settle this asap. N is daniel coming? Plz dun force him coz if he comes, den we have 2 car out.

(hell yeah, im causing the mess. heh! ;9)

Me: I didn't force him la heaven's sake. Rohan and ajay was there. They asked him to come. He was like i don't mind.. I dunno. If he doesnt then count him out. Cz u r so inorganised tat's y all this prob came out. Stop blamin each other. If u're happy. Then i take d blame for EVERYTHIN. Happy? Ok?

(what a real gentleman..letting a girl taking all the blame. sometimes i think i have a longer *ick than him..even mine's not visible at all. HAH! XD)

S :I'm saying not to force him juz to fill up empty seats... I'm inorganise??? I've been updating every1 on the progress. Check ur mails before accusing. Ask el...

(what a hilarious joke...LOL! I laughed)

Me: Haha... sending out multiple mails doesn’t mean it’s organised. If u are happy me takin d blame. Ok it’s my fault... so r u happy now? If u not sure bout dan pls confirm with him. I did not ask him to fill any seats.. If u dunno best is u jz talk to him. Thank you VERY MUCH...

(applause applause *Standing ovation* ended it like a woman. :D )

Anyway, FYfI, I (WAS, AM, WOULD BE) very trusted in handling money more than u.
If u want to compare my records, I was vice president, president, secretary, treasurer. U name it..i was it before. Not to blow my own trumpet.. but i was in fact the most organised secretary u have ever seen. I file up my stuffs properly and i give people EVERYTHING IN DETAIL.

I am sorry u are such a slob. I don't blame ur parents. I think they are nice people. But u are the greatest failure. I have never had so much hatred in someone before. Not till this state. I don't usually participate in gossips, making fun and etc. But u shall be my first...u are as despicable as my two face maid.

Thank u for showing me ur true colours in this 1 and a half years time. All this while, i was defending u, saying u are not bad at all...u have ur own reasons.. u are nice person...etc..
BUT NOW.. at this state.. u have totally ruined my trust. U know.. it's like the feeling of a dagger slashed into my gut..

So goodbye Dave FOREVER. Have a colourful life beyond. Good luck with all the people u meet. Good luck with finding friends. May God bless you.

To all my f-king friends! U know who u are! HAHAHA! :D

Life is beautiful because of you! F.. YOU! Lol

Okie , this is seriously not like me huh? I hope u get my sarcasm. Mwaks..

Really.. i don't swear. heh! X)

ps- waiii... sini ada orang kena buli..orang kk mari kita hantam! :D